Thursday, January 26, 2012

acting out irrationally

My body has been very confused these past couple of weeks.

Aches and pains and tiredness and fevers and other nonsense...

...which lead me to go to the doctor and get some antibiotics and other prescriptions...

...which may or may not be related to the continued fatigue and minor residual symptoms and conflicting emotions.

[Because you know, when you feel like crying one second and then laughing hysterically the next, you hope it isn't normal.  And that you can blame it on prescription drugs.]

Thankfully, I am done with said prescriptions as of today.  And hopefully, the emotional craziness will go away with the drugs.  [Because otherwise I have to blame myself, and I try to avoid that kind of thing.]

But you'll be happy to know that I have been eating [mostly] healthy food this week.  Lots of fresh fruits and veggies.  Mmm.  [And even though my body tries to hide it by acting out irrationally, I know that it is secretly pleased that I have been treating it so nicely.]

Tim mostly avoids the fruits, but is strangely addicted to pineapple.  Which I am more than willing to blame on Psych.


Maybe someday I'll get my Wedding Day story done - if not for you, for my future posterity.  I'm just afraid if I wrote it right now, I would misrepresent my perfect day as a mess of conflicting emotions.  [Dang prescriptions.]

p.s.  Did I tell you that for Christmas, in addition to this present, Tim also secretly turned my blog into a hardcover book?  That means that now my blog really will be for posterity.  Win-win.  [A win for the book, and a win for the husband.]

6 comments:

Alexis Kaye said...

OH MY GOSH what a good idea! how do you do that?! I want to!

Fran said...

Oh no! I get really wacky with prescriptions too! Hope you feel all better!

Emma Frances said...

Gah! That is not fun at all! I hope that everything gets better really soon! And yay for eating healthy! I'm so glad that my cravings since I have gotten pregnant have been mostly healthy foods! It makes eating healthy SO much easier! Haha.

katilda said...

i want to know more about this hardcover book you speak of...

Chelsea said...

Buh. I'm sorry you've been feeling so crappy. I hope all this works out for you! That book sounds neat!

Siri Natalia said...

I love Psych! :) Hope you feel better!